mixed signals...

I want to make you smile as you make me. :) how i wish i could be with you as often as I could, I wish that eternity will permit me to..:) yes.. you're my sunshine after the hardest rain in my life... you're the one who showed me that there's life after all... even though it seemed that he'd taken it all...

I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes.. and if You'll ask me what I'm thinking... You are the stars, and I the empty sky...

In me there is a yearning ever flowing, that needs to reach an end that never comes.. It's a hard process of forgetting everything... everything... a process that makes me empty... makes everything around me dull... Yes... I'm not the same person as before... I'm empty...but you changed everything...

You make me happy...
I cannot be myself without you with me...
This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs..:P.

Yesterday, you laugh, and said that I'm your personal angel, I didn't answer... I don't know what to say then.. and I'm just being careful not to mess up again... not to you... not to the person who had given me everything when I have nothing left even for my self... and to tell you honestly...
that is what I want so much to be... to be your personal angel...

I'm still in the process of mending everything...
I cannot promise you something...
but one thing I can tell you is this:
Bottled up inside of me are the words i never said... the feelings that i hide... and the the lines you've never read...